It’s already yours
It’s already yours she said. The words cast out of her mouth without question. Your face looks like it’s contemplating the words, as if it hasn’t quite revealed its true flavor. Was it sweet, sour, savory? What did these words taste like in her mouth as she let them roll over her tongue? How did she say them with such conviction that they offer such a strong resolve to them. It’s already yours. Pshh. I try to say those words and my eyes go blank and my tone falls flat. There is no sweet melody, or strong magic behind the eyes. It’s just an amateur actor batting their eyes into the camera looking for charisma to dazzle the masses.
But it is true, you just have to believe it, it’s already yours, she says again this time with this glow in her eyes. It’s bewitching, and yet terrifying, because it’s so real. How can you be so sure, a note of questioning and demanding in my voice? That is just when she looks at me and smiles, because it’s within you. Please put your seats into the upright position as we depart for take off. What? How can that be? How on earth is my dreams, the wants, the creating, all inside me? It’s a fairy tale right? Everyone is searching for it, and she has the audacity to tell me it’s within me? RIGHT!? Get bent.
I bet that’s you every time you read something about manifest your dream life, or manifest your soul mate. I know it’s me, every time I see someone up on stage saying the words it’s already yours, you have to know and speak, and breathe that it’s already yours. It’s a mind boggling dilemma, because if it’s already mine, why don’t I… I’m gonna stop you right there. You got the first word right.. Why, now let’s leave the rest of that negative mumbo jumbo out. Always go back to the why. WHY is it yours, why do you want it, why? Reinforce why it’s already yours. Don’t get so caught up in the ego trying to plan out how, it halts you from believing it’s attainable.
But if I don’t plan for it, and find the how, then how will I ever get there? How do I believe it’s mine if I don’t know how to obtain it? You know what it’s like to be the opposite of it, a lack of love shows you what love will feel like. When you know what it is you want to feel then feel it wholly. Melt it into your cells, breathe it into your lungs. Breathe in I am love, breathe out I am love. Breathe in I am open to receive abundance. Breathe out I am open to receive abundance. Breathe into your manifestations, allow those lungs to fill up with them, the magic inflating every inhale. And then speak them into existence. Command your body, feelings, and emotions to work for you since you have the owners manual. Don’t let these things get a virus and allow all havoc to break loose. You are the owner of this life. YOU!!! So when you are ready to own you, then know it’s already yours.
Today was a 7. Felt anxious, not entirely sure why. I tried to label it, but they don’t feel right. Anyone feel it today too?