Rainy Days
Since this pandemic it seems that the rain has been a constant. The dreary rainy days can make you want to just sit on the couch curled up with a nice fleece blanket. It can cause a loss of time, and a lack of motivation. I found myself lazing about today, trying to find the motivation to write. Every time I grabbed my laptop to write I found myself closing the screen and just going back to lazing. When you are feeling unmotivated what are some things you do to get up? Do you find a way to push through the warmth of the couch and get to the things you want to do? Or do you succumb to your own avolition?
The weather can effect people’s moods. Especially when you are trapped inside during this whole pandemic. Cabin fever can make you stir crazy and on top of that add the cloudy,non sun shine day. That just can leave you drained of energy to seize things. When day’s like this occur it’s can be tremendously hard to get up and do something. I have idea’s about things for my future I have been working on the past 2 days and just thinking about everything today leaves me overwhelmed. I feel restless and my escape is the outdoors, so it can be hard to find peace amongst the chaos. It can be hard to want to do a workout, or write, or do work because the grey dismal outside leaves you seeking comfort in the ways of food instead.
Have you had day’s like this? Everyone has and it’s okay to have once in a while. I lost motivation today and just lazed about hoping to find inspiration or a way to get out of this fatigue flurry of monotony. Tomorrow I know will be different, even though you guessed it, its going to be rainy!! Why will it be different? Because I am putting that energy out there. I am allowing this day to be still and accept where I am at knowing full well I am ready to challenge things tomorrow. I know it can be tough during these days. I know you may be judging yourself for it. At least I know I am. Just know this is temporary, the sun will shine, life will go back to the way it was and everything will be better then it was.
Today I am at a 5 today. But I am whirling with emotions because I feel stir crazy. Hope you are doing well today :)