Feeling the Magic
After grieving yesterday the loss of my old self,I felt nothing but magic today. I could see a vision that I only dreamed to create, unfold in my mind. The place I have been manifesting, networking for, trying to fully grasp what it means began to unfurl in my minds eye. I could see the placement of the amenities, the colors, the space. I could imagine what this place could bring, the hope, the wellness it could create and I felt so happy. I imagined the influx of cash(energy) the unlimited potential, the employees, the friends, the clients. The steam on the windows from the vapors, the smiling faces, the classes, the smells, and I got excited. I felt the fluttering in my chest, you know the one. The one that is like if you were driving up a big hill super fast and flew over it, giving you that little jump in your abdomen. That’s the excitement.
So what happens when you grieve the loss of the old self. You begin to envision what it is you want to create, except this time you see all the connections, all the intricacies, how to do it. The mind just starts to go and from one thing you imagine all these other possibilities opening up. This envisioning allowed me to come up with ideas for current events. That’s what’s so great about the creation process, you don’t ask where, how it’s coming to be you just know it’s going to be there. That is when ideas will flood you. It’s like thinking about the outcome will open doors for you to get there now. Just don’t get attached to one thing like it’s the be all end all way to get there. That only limits you to how you will achieve it. It’s like if there was 3 different paths in a maze. You were so focused on just the right path that led you out of the maze super fast and you didn’t get to see anything else. You were so blind to just stick to this one path that you didn’t even get to try the other paths. For all you know one path brought you to the beach where you could hang out in the sun all day until you decided you were done and then you made your way out the maze. Maybe the other path would bring you to the beach but then after it would bring you to a party that was being held for you. It had everyone you wanted there and it was great. Then you finished the night with icecream and bam walked right on out of the maze.
But since you were so focused on just that one path you missed out on other opportunities. You limited the joy the maze gave you. The universe didn’t open up for you because you walked right on out. You were so focused on getting out of the maze that you didn’t see all these other things trying to be there for you. When you open yourself up to the possibilities rather than get fixated on a single way that is when the magic happens. Something may come to you that you never expected, or from a person you never expected. Creating the magic is simple. All you have to know is, knowing it’s yours, it’s coming to you, you already have it, now just know, use faith to know you have it already! Feel it in your bones like it’s truth. Just like you know 1+1 is 2, just have that unyielding faith in whatever it is you are trying to create. Even if obstacles come up, even if you have doubts, know that it’s yours already!
Today was a 8
This was my first tattoo, years ago when I was looking for my faith, how I felt like I was caged to my pain. And that little happy bluebird was looking towards the future, the universe for happiness. Today I truly felt that faith I have been searching for. Faith in myself, in the process, in the universe.
That tattoo was may 13, 2015. Trust the process.